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maybe sentimental is the characteristic that i would bear through my entire life.
and sometimes it's like a poison in which i indulge myself so much.
i taste all the bitterness in it and convert it into kind of pleasure
bleeding pleasure, contradictory but fucking well suited pair.

i am stuck in a maze and in a risk of losing my own beliefs.....
stop persuading me for giving up those so called self esteem and life values
back me up or just shut ur mouths up
i will find my own way out and prove i am worth of what i expect to you one day.

what a blue summer night!